.Monday, September 04, 2006.
lian zhu gou bu ru?
ya. dat sentence is right about me. =))
things go by so fast.
from the start, it was the bad luck which make me pause and hesitate to be with him.
in the end, the bad luck really came.
i tell u all le.
this bad luck is my power.
but yea, i cant control it...
sorry. =((..
after thinkin again.
i want him to be the 1st and the lst person i hug..
so yea. =).. going to stay like this forever.
imagine the time when, i enter tk..
my life is so.. sweet.
now..?
the bad luck haunts me.
the bad luck kills everyone near me.
this bad luck..? is my blessing from god. so its luck.
its just i cant control it so it turned into bad luck.
and im using this bad luck to harm so many many people.
how evil of me.
im a satan in disguise. =/.. hu wants to be with a devil anyway.
siigh. im fated to die early and then to get serverly punished in hell.
maybe i should just put down everything.
and continue with my life.. =(
and.. forget everythiing
sorry dear..
i noe its not your fault.. all mine..
i do this all for you..
i dunwan u suffer.. i dunwan u suffer with me.
i love you.
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when i say iloveyou its the truth. always the truth.
