this is my life. =((

.Thursday, December 21, 2006.

here i introduce my 3rd and 4th blog. you can navigate the blogs from here.

my blog posts goes from running order.

after the 3rd blog is then the 4th blog.

here is my 3rd blog
xia0moon.blogspot.com

this is my 4th blog.

chocoangelic.blogspot.com

.Sunday, September 17, 2006.

deres a part 3 of my blog.
1st blog is the cynthiaforever.blogspot de.
den dis one is the second blog..
3rd one currently is a secret. =)

u wont be able to find it on google search anyway =)

byebye my second blog. hit 130 posts liao! XD..
moving on.. got a few reasons la.. one cos dis blog so full can lag de! XD
2nd reason cos yala.. -its over.. the end of everything..

till den..
if u can find my other blog hor.. u're one lucky person. XD..
*p.s. my close friends hu wan my blog add ask me ba.. but dun link at yur blogs or tell anyone. =)

.Saturday, September 16, 2006.

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldnt be that man I adored
You dont seem to know, dont seem to care what your heart is for
But I dont know him anymore
Theres nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
Thats whats going on, nothings fine Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn

So I guess the fortune tellers right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I dont care, I have no luck, I dont miss it all that much
Theres just so many things that I cant touch, Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn. torn.

Theres nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
Thats whats going on, nothings right, Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and Im ashamed bound and broken on the floor
Youre a little late, Im already torn.

-torn (by Natalie Imbruglia)

MY LIFE SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!

T.T.. why have to be like dis de..
morning hao hao de.. den suddenly he scolded me..?

he wan me all by himself. i noe dat.. but den.. have some space for my other friends oso canot?
cannot evern give some space to me?
cannot evern remember those past memories of ppl i love?
why canot?
why!!

den i shouldnt have tell him la.
den i should keep quiet.
den i shuldnt have told him anything.

everytime i wan talk to him must remember wad things to say
wad things not to say de.
say wrong thing will make him angry.
say wad im feelin oso will make him angry.

so tired leh me.
why likedat de.
when i put =) at him he oso angry.
why so stressful de..

other ppl i talk anything dey care de lor.
dey will understand me de.
and u doesnt.
u dont understand me one bit.

at all.

sometimes i wish i never had chosen this path.
i wish u were still my friend.
but forever, normal friends.

the end.

.Friday, September 15, 2006.

yesterday no mood post lar. =x
to summarise...

THURSDAY
- geog we got the easiest model to make. wakakaa.. just nid to cut rectangle. other ppl nid to make model of hills de. zahahah..

-FONG WORE PINK ON THURSDAY. zomg!!! cheryl so lucky got caught in my camera..
another 2 whole periods of crap talking.. but still, the chapter is finshed up.
-english we got to do compo.. >.> my mind blank lar. den anyhow make up stupid story.
-maths.. zzzzzz...
-art.. fendy thank you hor. if no u.. i die le. =)) anyways, i took so long to SHADE only FOUR!! other ppl stylised le!! arghh!!!
-after sch met him.. >.<... the hug u gave me was the best.. can feel yur warmth in u.. end off the day with, i nv study alot lar. must nug today.

FRIDAY..

kaos. jasmine go school only on 11 oclock. ARGGhh.. so lucky de!! i have to lug the np stuff to school MY OWN!!! ARRGGh full u+pt kit+ shoes ARGhhh!!! reach sch i found a ton of homework.. CHINESE. she go talk for 40min give us only lik 25min to DO CHINESE COMPO. siao ar. hate her lor. den she go out say, "u ppl beter hand in after sch. or zeroo.." diao!! hu ask her talk so long de. let us do we can do finish de lor!! evil woman. history.. bleahh.. still stuck on seperation of singapre/malaysia. english.. my last spelling gort 3 wrong. aiyah hu ask dem make so hard de!!! T.T science.. (bio..?).. did experiment again.. fun lar. =x.. after sch went back class.. compo i ask fendy help me write conclusion he go give yinglin write. evil sia.. after dat joel n fendy were comparing heights.. dey about same height la. fendy a bit (1cm ba..) taller nia. still wan act pro. -_-.. yalar. fendy ar. ty so much give me ideas. i forgot about puting it on my blog de. u clever clever boy.. muahahah.

this is, joel and fendy. NOTICE fendy won joel by hair.

npcc gort pt la. sian. -_-.. cos of the stupid rain, (i wan sleep leh..... T.T) we have to do pt indoors.
and the only way, is to run WITH stairs. arrghh..
after dat muster parade. wait so long for everyone to get ready =( angry lar! hu wan wait 15min for ppl to get ready lor. (joaniex, dun get too over angry!! XD i noe la, but shes our IC +and eng tcher, canot say bad things about her =x)
guess wad. our campcraft badge didnt come cos its OUT OF STOCK. ARGGH!!!
later on is drills.. kao.. i pass baton den den throw de baton to me den everyone tot i drop baton lor. framers. sadistic ppl de la!!! T.T...
den drils very fast end..
den go home lor...

zzz.. so boring now.. actually dun dare bother him cos he looks busy.. but when i type dat sentence he say hi to me. complicating lar. dun nid understand.

i wana mug (and play.. both la) today!! =x
p.s. fendy ar.. rmbr ar tmr ar, S.S. texttbook test! (and no, chap1 no nid learn.. make me study lor. grr..... chap 2 n seperationn tested nia!! ARGH.)

the end =)

P.P.S.

my dogie is sho cute =).. pose for me somemore to take foto =)

.Wednesday, September 13, 2006.

aww..
wednesday over le.
siigh.

morning gt maths..
wa, sleeping again

PE ar. mr lim tell us play badminton.
play with joan n memorise drills same time. lol.....

lit.. ms chong so sweet. gave us a list of questions to take note of.

bio ar..
1st part no nid say la.. guys so enthu.. -_-
2nd part we get to eat rice! lol.. o.O

after dat gt IT.. used the piggy the froggie the elephant to make a stuffed toy play.
i forgot to bring my hp to sch la. zzzz.... y of all days today

the legend sort of so-so done le den we go 2b dere. for ipw final presentation.
yea.. mrs VALERIE tan dere. ++ one tcher forgot name but she very sweet.

floury-gourment group rocks! ^^ joanie ty hor. let us eat.. ^^
dey did very well. 2c rocks. (:
the guys ar. touch touch the food den throw back in.. -_-..

our group didnt screw up! which is good. (:
can pass de la. jiayou jiayou jiayou! >.<...

dere is 3 UBIN groups in the class.
so much competition leh.
but den yala, in the end jamie n rachel still think ours best.
which is good. we get higher marks. lol...

anyways,, after ipw den went down the chicken rice stall auntie n uncle so kind let us use the wok the oil, and lastly their stall.

the flourygourmet (gals) group went on frying.
ty so much for your ''in-yet-outs''! prego pasta very nice >.<
after dat took pics with jamie n rachel n the piggie and the elephant (dat we used for ipw la)..
next time put the pictures for u ba. wait till jamie posts. =x

after dat went home, companied by rachel half the way.
waved at mrs tan (shes so sweet... ^^)..

home i fell on my bed den sleep.
i slacker T.T

**i very scared u fall into wrong hands of the weird ppl dat u duno leh.
dun make me worried..T.T
yur grndfather ok not. dan xin si le.. T.T...
feel happy today can hear yur voice.. ><

the end ba..

.Tuesday, September 12, 2006.

haish. finally mt tuesday is over OVER overoverover..

today ppl see me post are lucky.
cos photoblogging today. =)) thank me hor! i actually took time to go put up the pics. =))

maths ar.. another round of sleeping.. zzz... calculate how to measure the total surface area den sleep in class. and is really sleep de lor. malu myself.. >.<... english ar.. did our 2nd round presentation. screwed up.. yushan ar, say "turn into rock" become "turn into frog".. aiyoyoyo.. >.>...

lit we used ALL the time to see kaiweis, joels, seans, alex, linyis group.
dey took 30min go do their presentation leh! (allowed 10min only...).. pro-ed sia..
jamie n rachel ar. make some PLAN X go bully me T.T

(P.S. i picked it up from rachel after school..)

so evil lor. plan so well de. =x

science. FREE-period! no mr how to face. woohoo. =)

look at my pretty make-up!! LOL, see it on my hand too many times le..
fake one de lar. wan learn from me come to me i teach u how make fake cut. LOL..
(preston, dun angry can. dis one really fake de. i use jamie n rachel de marker and huiwen's glue to make de.)

took foto of fendy!! so furni lor.
(p.s. fendy, dun go scold me lor. dis one i upload picture cos i wan the photo of JERMAINE. not u =x)

after playing with all this marker thingy den study a bit science..

CE so boring!! =((
the guys make so much noise. -_-... bully mrs tan de.
we learn how to show appreciation to others...
the guys go shout out sarcastic "appreciation" to some ppl in class. meanies de.

history got back my history project marks.. got 18.5!! so happy!! =)).. good enouf lar. i dunwan so high dunwan so low.

maths ws period most boring. do the ws wan sleep again..

after sch went to do ipw in com lab..
aiyah den because too noisy we go 2B dere practice. shout across the classroom. =)

i ponned np, also because of ipw. IPW ok!! =((

den after ipw went to parkway with jamie n rach.. (yushan n cheryl oso :P)..
went to buy some cakes in the lil bakery in katong shoping centre..
the apple pie so nice. =) aiyah, everything dere so nice. lol.

walked to parkway.. yushan n cheryl finding us lol..
ate at kfc den yushan cheryl go le..
den we 3 go buy jamie's brother bdae present.

we down dere waste so much time LOL..
jamie arh, supposed to know wad her bro likes de, in the end spoil his surprise by callin him and ask wad toy he wan. =x

urh.. cheers. =).. rachel n me so lame go play with the puppet..

at 1st only see one pluto de. very cute hor.

two plutos! so cute!! <3...

aiyah i very stupid de la. =).. rachel so cute. =))

anyways,, jamie got her brother his toy.. den we went home.. jamie zzz, wan take bus home..
den me n rachel walked home from parkway.. walking is so much more fun lor! =))

back at home..
i slack like hell lar. my exams coming le!! T.T..

the end today ba =x..

((when u say baobei dat time i very happy.. duno y..
feel so happy just seeing u online de lor. so happy so happy.
i feel so lucky.. to have u. =)

.Monday, September 11, 2006.

official opening of schoool!
*pow pow pow!* where are the firecrackers..?

someone must give me a prize for waking up the entire household every school day.
as for a experienced human clock, i can say, alot alot ALOT of energy is needed.
and to think i slept at 2 yesterday and everyone else slept at 11. -_-""..
deep sleepers lar. look at me. i dun even noe how to sleep lor.
any0one got suggestions tell me larh.

ITS SO HARD TO SLEEP WHEN U NEED TO SLEEP.

school ar. rush the maths homework like mad. i miss rachel n jamie so much! =))
guess wad, rachel now took over the place of jamie as treasurer! (jamie u lucky girl. zzz.. look at me, nid to suffer another 1 term.. )
mondays ar. so hot at assembly de. tie+pe shirt under+ blouse.. zzz...
i too much things to say ler cos start of term..
and for a start, the 1st 4 girls no nid to do duty forever. *cheers..*
maths so many work to rush.. T.T
PE got to slack! (aiyo, me n rachel wishing balbinder go OBS with the sec3s...) but nvm lar. slack PE. today, we are inpecting GRASS. another werido bio lesson from our pe teacher.
music i sleep thru lor. 25 minute revise on some music notes.. aiyah, can get full marks de. sleeping in class seh..
chem.. did changing matter dat chapter. boring...
(i STILL cant believe we going to do FIVE science papers sia!! den the other clases only nid to do ONE. UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!)
english.. we got scolding for not bringing thumbdrive. but ms chong nv tell us bring we bring for wad de!!! zzz.. all the other group presentation all boring de.
i tried making fendy laugh during his presentation by laughing at him.. he nid to force himself not to laugh lor. furny sia... din noe he will look at me de. lol.. i canot believe fendy's WHOLE group can memorise all the script. aah!!! stress on my group T.T
chinese. sit dere draw draw draw. nothing de lar.
rachel and her growing vine. she says the more fong talks, the more the vine grow. cute =)
it rained so heavily!! in class i was wundering whether the rain will stop.. T.T..
for IPW, which is super important.. we had to go library. we got scolded for talking. so evil leh. project work supposed to talk de lor. evil librarian.
went to rachel's house later to do the ipw.. walk halfway suddenly big rain AGAIN. hide under jamie's umbrella. i helped rachel n jamie hold umbrella until dey run away from me =x.. so evil sia. how can say i fail my umbrella holding test de when i help u hold =x.. jkjk.
andrew was sleeping!! so sweet!..
we ate porridge for lunch.. yushan put so much soya sause =x..
after dat do project, see tv when halfway doing the powerpoint.. (donald duck so cute!! >.<..).. after everything den every1 go home, jamie n rach go tution..

i cant believe he actually waited for me >.<.. wait for me all the way until ipw finish.
get to hold his hand again.. very happy le lar. i like the feeling of standing so close to him. feel very secure. and i like the way he hug me!! >.<..
and to say out loud.. i very happy to be with u.
the end of today! =)