.Thursday, May 25, 2006.

I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
maybe im right, maybe im wrong..
i dunoe.. maybe i chose the wrong road down.
jamie huiwen n yushan ponned today. oh well. maths was okay. it was GEOG the whole prob comes out. well... yea. mrs chen la. make me fall into this whole truble. SHE WAS DOING THIS STUPID PSYCHOLOGICAL TEST. DEN QN 3 I ANYHOW PUT FENDY'S NAME DEN FENDY READ MY PAPER REALLY TOT I
LOVE HIM. WTH LA... now i fell into another big big biiiiiiiiiig hole again. just managed to clamber up of the 2nd BIG hole in my life den suddenly i feel into another.
now is. i really want to end dis fallin into holes problem.. i really envy so many ppl. huimin, yinglin, rach.. so lucky ppl!!! no probs to face, no traps to fall into, no dead ends to hit.
maybe it is just fate? maybe its always fate..? maybe its fate. just all fate.
maybe its fate i have to love him so much.
and is fate that i have to undergo through so many sufferings..
sorry. really very very very sorry. to everyone.
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