wads happening to me?
i dunoe..
anne and ilu comforting me.. dey very sweet.. :)
anne says that hes (intentionally) trying to hurt me. i dunoe.. maybe.. den she told me nt to give in.. maybe shes right; if i look at dis direction.
or maybe; he doesnt like me anymore?

wads happenin to me anyway.
am i.. suffering from
depression?
or is it that im too over anxious or smth.
jamie reckon im thinking too much. maybe..
or maybe that im just jealous over nth.

oh well.. i dunoe la. i want to forget. i want to..
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today? went sch in a daze.. jas also.. both of us in daze. @___@..
our lit period changed to eng. did spelling (3 wrong X____X) den crap about other stuff..
den PE.. did shuttle run. we 1st have to run round tech block.. me n joan turned to be 1st! XP.. beat the netballers. lol. den was shuttle run.. after running wif jamie; den joined soonhao n gerald n fendy dey all play netball.. but no court to play den end up playing some werid game of throwing.. mr singh bcome empire. XP..
den was maths after dat.. graphs again. ZZZ..
recess. nth.. learnt tingxie lik siao. X=..
den was chinese. NO SPELLING LOL!!! she gave us free 2 days more. LOLOLOL.. i didnt listen to tcher for whole lesson. was drawing dis picture of an angel..
english.. crapping again..
art. muimui nt here. valerie have to take over. sian la.
maths ws.. did mock exam paper. rachel n i did together.. den after bell ring we rushed down to see the match. 1st match nt nice to see. den 2nd match nicer. we saw the potential final team. lol. den after 2nd match me n rachie went home..

home.. talked to anne n ilu for a while.. den played and ksed some noobs wif my pro friens in hhg.. den took a loooong nap. den woke up.. saw the sms.. i dunoe wad to do.. really.. my feelings are messed up.. o yea.. azri gave a a belated bdae prezzie yesterday.. very nice (: i really lik it.. den after see tv den do graph.. den nw typing blog..
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but den.. do i still liik him? whn i see him.. i still have dis feeling rushing to me.. but..

have i also fallen in love wif someone else?




its just.. like a mixed feeling.
im.. really very confused..
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