.Wednesday, April 12, 2006.
i want to die!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
sliting your wrist doesnt work anyway.
cut and cut and cut.. see blood but never die.
whenever i see him i really want to hug him but den its lik.. he doesnt like me anymore. so wad can i do..? nth.. nth at all.
somemore.. its like.. some1 else likes him.. maybe he likes her too. i dont noe. let him like her lo.. he doesnt like me anymore :(... life.. is really playing tricks on me. its like.. I LIKE HIM SO MUCH!!!!!!!!
zzz. its all over anyway.
stupid life. i can only cry over spilt milk.. i really wished.. it was..
it was still last year. all my troubles.. all wont come.
and den.. dat time.. everything was just like a fairytale. now..
its a nightmare. its living hell. i want to suicide.
yesterday night took all night trying to study. typed the geog textbook chapters for kor all in notepad cos he nv bring his textbook home. after seeing tv den snoozed off. sian lo. today morning woke up still so sleepy. x_______X
den went sch tried to revise la. maths was 1st. study curve lines until so sian. @______@... tried playing with yinglin's penknife again. her penknife not sharp so i gave up. sharper de nicer. ^______^.. den was chinese. mdm fong tied her hair in a bun omg.. den wear her skirt so HIGH.. XP.. jermaine laughed the whole class through.
den recess revised again la. revised bio with rachiee.. trying to put all the facts into my head den vomit everything out during the bio test.
bio test was hard. :/.. i got hold of.. rachiee's penknife!! wahaha.. hers is super sharp.. fun seeing the blood coming out of my wrist. and its nt pain. yinglin saw me sliting den told wenxin den dey all confiscate all penknifes in my range. :/...
english was boring again. stupid speech compo gave me a 16/30. sian.
assembly saw some ballet dancing thingy. lame de la. den everyone thinking sick. LOL..
GEOG TEST WAS EVEN MORE HARDER DEN BIO'S. SURE FAIL..
den went home..
talked to gsw.. hes sweet. (:.. but no; im still gona die. :X
i really want to cut until i die.
he doesnt like me anymore.
its lik.. something is pirecing in my heart and its so PAIN!!!!!!!! its like more hurting den cutting myself with those penknifes.
its hell.
`cyn
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when i say iloveyou its the truth. always the truth.
