i feel.. like dying..

i noe very well..
i noe very well he desnt like me..
why do i still like him..

i noe very well..
that i love him.
i love him so much but he's nt there for me anymore.
not there.
forever nt there anymore.
..........................

i dunoe..
i mean; azri nt bad.. i like him.. but den.. i dont love him leh.
and den.. i accepted him..
and this..

and i noe very well..
he likes me.. but..
i dunoe if i like him..
why am i bringing misery to myself..
why am i bringing misery to him..?

is not going to be just a game anymore.
its gona be for real.
real..
.....................

and i think.. hes hurt.. recess time i look at him..
i dont knoe.. the way he act..
hes also very sad..

has he heard bout me and az?
i dunoe..
i still.. like him..
i still love him..
but theres something in the middle of both of us..

i think..
we wont be together anymore.
i want him.
i like him.
i love him.
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